That is my big question.

If God really exists then where the Hell is he?

The economy is failing, we still have global warming, there is terrorism everywhere you turn and mankind is about to lose hope. This makes you wonder, Where the Hell is God? Well, I Think I know the answer myself. God has Heaven and Earth on his shoulders. He stopped caring about mankind. Do you know why? Because we made a mess of this planet.

We are finally doing something about global warming but clearly not enough 'cause Mother Earth is still pissed off. How do I know? Extreme high waves, hurricanes, climate change, North and south pole dissapearing bit by bit, more rain, floods, etc. Conclusion: we are not trying hard enough.

There is terrorism everywhere you turn. Procautions are made but they still strike. How is that possible? Because we are at war. I have always learned that you have to talk to your enemies when you have a problem, not to your friends. So maybe they don't wanna talk, but at least we should try. All That Matters In Life Is That We Try!  

The economy is failing. Everywhere!!!! Fortunately they are busy working on this problem. But how could it get this far? This is the result of someone with too much power! There should be a better alliance between the world leaders and between countries. Europe is such an example. Why can't we have that on a bigger scale. Like, all continents joined in an alliance. Well, I'm probably crazy. I don't think that'll ever happen.

God in Heaven is laughing at us because we screwed up. We made our bed and now we have to lay in it. Maybe if we try hard enough he will forgive us and help us restoring peace, order, the economy and the enviroment. We all just have to have Faith.

I wonder, am I the only one who sees this? Like I said, I'm probably crazy!

anyway ...  keep trying!

Greetzz,
mandy

 

I thought I'd found a soul mate,

I thought I'd found true love,

Now I know that fate,

brought me none of the above.

 

I thought you were the one for me,

That you're my man of honour

Now I know that you'll never be,

my knight in shining armour.

 

I thought our love prevailed,

I thought I seem to care,

Now I know I've failed,

It was more then I could bear.

 

So forgive me if I tell you,

My love for you is gone,

Forgive me if I tell you,

that you are not the one.

 

I'm afraid this is the end,

The end of you and me,

I hope you'll understand,

It was never meant to be.


written by
Paradine

 

:) The Way !!!! ;)

The Wayist movement is a philosophy and has nothing to do with religion. It is a way of thought - not a religion.... Everyone has the right to follow his or her own religion whatever that is.

Each person is the center of his own universe. We chose who we allow into our universe and who we shun. Each one is in control of who is let in and how each one acts or reacts is totally in his/her control.

Here the Taoist Philosophy is entwined also with the Wayist philosophy. Wayism, is Daoism and Paganism combined.

Tao or Doa, simply translates as THE WAY, and the simplest definition of Tao, is that IT is the WILL of the Supreme Spirit ~ 'GOD' or the will of the Deities.

What is a Wayist?

A Wayist is a Protector and Teacher of the "Indigo Children". A Wayist was in all possibly an Indigo child of another era themselves. Jesus was one of the first Indigo Children, hence the reverence he was given by the three wise men.

A Wayist is a Messenger of Light and Love and Life. A Wayist is an emissary of the Deities.

Wayists are Teachers of Harmony and Peace and Love - The Way of Light.

A Wayist is a Messenger. He or she is a Teacher. It is his/her duty to bring enlightenment to those who seek.

Whatever the religion or the belief, Wayists are the messengers of the "God" or "Gods". The Path is not monotheistic. It totally depends on your faith. Wayist Path is not a religion or a faith. It is a philosophy and encumbers all religions. Even the ancient Pagan Beliefs had One Supreme God and/ or Goddess...Zeus, Jupiter,Isis, Diana, Odin, Dadga, Vishnu, Danu.

Whatever the belief and faith, a Wayist is the messenger of the Deities.

The Wayist Movement is Ecumenical - it encompasses all beliefs and religions, as it is not a religion or faith but rather a Philosophy of Being. It is Peace, Love and Harmony.

It is now the Threshold of the Dawning Of Aquarius. The path for the Indigo children is now be prepared. It is understanding, love and compassion for one's fellow man. The Wayist teachers are those who shall teach the children especially the 'indigo children" and bring them this message of Love, PEACE and HARMONY.

Universal Ways of Beingness

Love yourself unconditionally       Accept, acknowledge and embrace all that you are. You are perfect, whole and complete just the way you are. You must see that your life is pure and divine in the eyes of self.

 Make a conscious choice to heal and change your life    Free yourself from all the expressions of fear by changing your beliefs about yourself, others and your reality so you can make the kinds of choices you need to heal and take responsibility for your life. The only way to go forward in your consciousness in without fear. You have the power within you to change your life.

 Understanding that you are a Divine expression of Godhead   Your spirit has come to earth to experience life in a physical body and in this experience you agreed to forget who you really are, even though this knowledge lays dormant within. Your greatest task in this lifetime is to move out of fear and into the Divine knowledge that you are God/ Goddess and all you know is love.

 You are the creator of your life    You are the creator and the creation. You are the one who can remove the burdens of your past and the wounded aspects of self. You are the only authority of self. What you think is what you create in you life. Everything is created with just a simple thought. You can train your mind to think positive loving thoughts so positive loving things can come your way. What ever you put out comes back to you. If you express love, love will be returned and if you express hate then that is what you get in return.

 Expand your ability to see all things through love   Love is all there is and all we will ever need, it is what we really are. When you love yourself unconditionally in see the divinity in everyone you free yourself to experience greater love, peace, joy and abundance. You will see that fear, pain, suffering, love, peace and joy are all optional.

 Do not criticize or judge yourself or others    When you judge others you judge yourself. Have love and compassion for self and all others because we are all ONE. If you have a problem with someone look inside and see what you don't like about about yourself and learn to love that part of you.

 Go within   Your Spiritual Divine Self is within. Awaken to your inner authority, the piece of you that is God / Goddess and its voice and trusting it to lead you. Give yourself time each day to go within and listen. If you don't go within you will go without. In other words if you don't go within and get your own answers you will go outside yourself and be influenced by society and you won't know who you really are. Going within leads you on your path of self-discovery and heals your life.

 Forgiveness   Forgive yourself and others, for truly there is nothing to forgive. We have all agreed on another level that each of us create our own lives and experiences while living in our physical body. We have all co-created everything that exists on earth. Our journey is to reawaken to the piece of us that is God/ Goddess and to live in community with mother earth and all that live upon her. We must live with all others in love, compassion and reverence for one other. This is what will ascend the earth into her peaceful times and bring heaven to earth.

 Have a sense of humor and gratitude    Go ahead laugh, play and have fun! Lighten up your burdens and play. Get out of your own way and waken that loving child within. Allow yourself to see things through humor and you will move through life with ease. Be thankful for everyone and everything in your life, the good as well as the bad. Remember you created these things to experience them. Love and embrace your life, its the best gift you could give yourself.

 Creating balance    You can create balance in your life by being detached. There is no need to judge or have fear for others when you see them experiencing negativity in their lives. Remember they are the ones who agreed to experience this. Rather seeing them in a place such as ''what a shame, what a loss of life, what a jerk''...see them as blessed and living their lives as they agreed to. Have love and compassion for them, don't feel sorry for them, their Soul knows what's happening. If what others do concerns you, then offer them a helping hand, an open mind and a loving heart.

 Being the observer    Watch your observations as you go through your day. Observe what you see simply as an observer without judgment. Change your thoughts on how you see things, such as, a dog getting hit by a car. Don't say,'' look at that poor dog'', instead say, '' blessed be that dog''.  Or how many hate rainy days? Tell yourself, '' I love rainy days they help to sustain life.''

 Speaking your truth    Speak what comes from your heart. Do not speak your truth in anger speak it in love. Love is the universal language that binds all things together.

To change this world,
you need the heart of a lion.
To change this world,
you need the faith of a child.

Don't you know you need to touch a billion people,
get you message heard. Change this world.

To be a hero,
you've got to tangle with danger,
holding on to nature.

Don't you know you need to stand and shout out loud,
and make your message heard. Change this world.

And all at once, voices from the wilderness,
they'll be calling out your name.
Now we're apart, those voices fill my heart.

To change this world,
crikey ... what an adventure.
To change this world,
and make it a better place.

Don't you know you need to touch a billion people,
and make your message heard. Change this world.

You've changed my world!

Time

Its a funny thing, time.

A second can last for hours while a day flies by in seconds.

We all know the word and we can all tell the time. Still we never stop and wonder about time itself.
Without time we would not have a history. In fact, we wouldn't even excist. The universe did not create time. Time created the universe! It also created us and the world we live in.

So next time someone asks you what time it is, tell them that it is one of the most beautiful things in the hhistory of the universe 'cause without time we wouldn't even be here.


From Mandy with Love!

P.S. Take your time to think this through. You don't have to worry about running out of time because its been around for millions of years!

"Did i say it was worthless? No ... its priceless. And isn't that the value of all dreams?"

Dreams

The world of dreams is a world far beyond our own. Its a world where we turn to, night or day, to escape from reality.  In dreams we lose ourselfs. We can do whatever we want.  In dreams all the people of the world can truly be free. They can forget all the pain that they're feeling and just be them selfs for a change.
Dreams have only one owner at the time. Thats why dreamers are lonely. There are two different kind of dreamers. Daydreamers and nightdreamers. You can have a dream while you are sleeping at night, but sometimes you can't remember the dream when you wake up the next morning. Which is a pity. But those who dream by day are lucky. They get to see their dreams, even live them if they fullfill them.
I prefer daydreaming. You can fantasize endlessly about all kinds of things. Whether its about your future, something that you want to have or thing you wanna do. 

Dreaming is an excuse to escape from reality!

Don't Stop Dreaming!!!! It might get you where you wanna go!! 

Best wishes (and dreams of course)
Mandy

 

1. "A human being is only interesting if he's in contact with himself. I learned you have to trust yourself, be what you are, and do what you ought to do the way you should do it. You have got to discover you, what you do, and trust it". 
2. "Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop to look once in awhile, you could miss it."
3. "Mighty waters draw much stone and rubble along with them; mighty spirits many stupid and bewildered heads"
4. "A Good Friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world"
5. "Every man builds his world in his own image. He has the power to choose, but no power to escape the necessity of choice. If he abdicates his power, he abdicates the status of man, and the grinding chaos of the irrational is what he achieves as his sphere of existence - by his own choice".
6. "Peace cannot be achieved through violence, it can only be attained through understanding"
7. "A human being is a part of the whole, called by us "Universe," a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty. Nobody is able to achieve this completely, but the striving for such achievement is in itself a part of the liberation and a foundation for inner security."
8. "Sometimes I think the surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that none of it has tried to contact us".
9. You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"
10. By letting it go it all gets done. The world is won by those who let it go. But when you try and try. The world is beyond the winning.

Written By
Paradine
07/21/07

So glad You Made It

Love come take me for a ride tonight
Take me all the way to the stars at night
Take me to heat with the speed of light
Take me to the arms of Vegas

Sweet like honey meltin' over me
Twenty-four seven so tempting
You're love is like a freight train running me down
So let it flow through me

Everything 's fine
In every way we'll make it
Tell me why my heart beats so fast
Like anyday you'll take it

Sweet little nothin' with your coco smile
Run right over me baby
Sugar 's got me tied up strangled for life
Don't want to pull over

Everything 's fine
In every way we'll make it
Tell me why my heart beats so fast
Like anyday you'll take it

Sometimes you're oh so cruel
Sometimes you fake it
Love 's pumpin' trough my veins
And I'm so glad you made it

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" Oh i just love this song" ... " Its full of passion"

Greetzz,
Mandy

I don't care if nobody reads this story. I just want to share it. That way i can cope with these emotions that i have right now. Its a story about my grandmother who became a complete stranger.

Five days ago my grandmother died. She had Alzheimer. For ten long years she battled this disease. But with no such luck.
It was so strange. I was 9 years old when we first noticed the changes. She had trouble remembering our names, she had trouble remembering where she put certain things. Sometimes she didn't even knew here own name. Which, for me, was very scary. Sometimes it felt like she wasn't my grandmother anymore.
According to the doctor she had Alzheimer. It means that parts of your brain are dying. It al happend so quickly. She made habits of somethings like scratching on her head or saying things a thousand times a day. In the end she just didn't know who we where, we where complete strangers to her. Its very hard for a 11 year old (some time had passed) to talk with your grandmother and she doesn't recognize you or others. How funny it may sound: she always wanted to get back to her parents. They died even before my mother was born.
It got from bad to worse. My grandfather was there for her everyday to take care of her. She didn't know how to cook, do the dishes, do the laundry, take a shower. She forgot al about it. But my grandfather was there to help her.
Six years long he took care of her. But he got older too and it was just too much. So he and my parents decided that it was time for my grandmother to go to a nursing home. Of course my grandfather objected at first but he noticed that it was the best thing to do. My grandmother began to slip away. She was but a shade of the strong woman she once was. Everytime i looked at here a saw a different woman.
I got older too and as time goes by i accepted the fact that this disease could not been cured. Six months after she went to the nursing home, she had a stroke. A big one! She had lost the ability to speak. She also lost the abilty to walk for a short periode. After a while she could speak a few words, but not full sentences. For two years her condition stayed the same. But no matter what happend we were there for her every day. My grandfater visited her everyday, which was uncommon in the nursing home. My grandmother was the only person in the whole building who got visitors every day.
Half year ago things started to get worse. At some points she fogot the swollow. The nurses or a member of our family could feed her, but she didn't swollow her food. Which was a problem. Just 2 weeks ago she couldn't sit in a chair anymore. She layed on a bed. She didn't drink, she didn't eat, she did nothing but breathing very heavy. I visisted every day. It hurts so much to see your grandmother, the one you love so much, lay on a bed and suffer. She had pain every day. She could not tell us that but we  saw the look on her face.
She died the 7th of june. Its better for her because now she don't have to fight the Alzheimer. But its a big loss for us. She was such a remarkeble strong woman. I thought she'd lived to be a hundred years old. Unfortunately she only reached the age of 81.

If you read this story i would like to thank you for listening to me. I'm sure there are a lot of other people whoose familiymember has Alzheimer, or lost someone with this disease. All i want to say to them is: Don't let go the memory of how these people were before they got Alzheimer.  

Greetzz,
Mandy

"In loving memory of
My Grandmother Rika"
(Vechten hoeft niet meer, rust nu maar uit)

Jerusalem!

Sir can you tell me how to get to Jerusalem
'cause I have kind of lost my way
Sir will you help me get there as fast as I can
Tomorrow might be too late

'cause things ain't what they used to be
My love for life is gone you see
Am I fighting things I cannot see
People always tellin' me how sweet and simple life could be
They say you might as well live before you die

But one thing I know for sure
I am a danger to myself, how come
Yeah one thing I know for sure
I need some guidance, to get me out of this hellhole

Jerusalem, can you help me find my way back Jerusalem

It took me quite some time to get into Jerusalem
'cause I had kinda lost my way
I want to save me from myself so here I am
I hope it's not too late

'cause things they want they used to be
My love for life is gone you see
Am I fighting things I cannot see
I am so afraid to love
'cause of the way I've been hurt before
I think by now it's time for me to leave

But one thing I know for sure
I am a danger to myself, how come
Yeah one thing I know for sure
I need some guidance, to get me out of this hellhole

Jerusalem, can you help me find my way back Jerusalem
Jerusalem, can you help me find what I have lost

Things ain't what they used to be
My love for life is gone you see
Am I fighting things I cannot see
I don't wanna die this way
Whishing that I could turn back time
Wasted time there is work to to be done

But one thing I know for sure
I am a danger to myself, how come
Yeah one thing I know for sure
I need some guidance, to get me out of this hellhole

Jerusalem, can you help me find my way back Jerusalem
Jerusalem, can you help me find what I have lost

Written by Mandy
06-06-07